I thought about you today the first time in a long time it was without malice
I thought about you today and it was with love and peace and forgiveness
I thought about you today when I smelled something that reminded me of you
I thought about you today and you and I and the times that we shared and events that we shared and what you gave my life that I will forever be grateful for
I thought about you today for the first time, in a long time, I was not sad, I was not regretful... I was not angry, I was not hateful, I was peaceful and I was proud
I was proud and thankful for what you gave me in the part of my life that you needed to be a part of and even though you are no longer a part of my life I can now cherish and move on and that you were meant to come in my life for a reason and you were also going to leave and be gone from my life for a reason
I thought about you today and I thought about your happiness and not my own and I wish and genuinely wish for your happiness and your friendships that you have formed without me and I’ve come to the conclusion that that is OK
I thought about you today and I cried a little bit and I gave a piece of myself to the universe knowing that you could never be a part of my life but knowing that you will always be a part of my heart and I am thankful for that truly and 100% thankful
And I know you may not ever understand the reasons why we must never be together again and that I am at peace with the fact that the memories and the love of you will always be unconditional and you always be a part of my past that is special and meaningful and I am thankful for that
Truly thankful
For there are those who never truly ever have that in their life and I have had it and I have experienced it and I am grateful and I will be forever blessed for I thought of you today with a kind heart and loving spirit
And I have released it and given it to the universe forever in my heart
