Wonder

I wonder if you wonder
How I am
How we are
What I am doing

I wonder if you wonder
What I am dreaming
What I am wondering
If I am hurting
If I am healing 

I wonder if you know
How deep the hurt is
How deep the love is
How out of reach the peace is
How hard it is for my heart

I wonder if you are 
Mad
Sad
Nostalgic 
Hurting too
If you care at all

I wonder if you remember
How I was there when no one else was
How I never wanted anything in return
How confused I am 

I wonder if you wonder that I am wondering about you
And how I wish things could be different
Played out differently
Thought about more
Thought through more


I wonder if you miss
The long nights laughing
The catch phrases 
The unconditional love when no one but me would 
Give it
The words of loyalty
That were dismissed so easily

I wonder if you forgot
The promises
The ocean
The summers
The journeys

I wonder too much if you are wondering
Because what we had was wonderful
I wonder if you miss it
I wonder ...